Hi Fiona,
Thank you so much for replying. Its funny you should say that I should focus on strengthening myself as thats exactly what one of my friends has urged me to do as I haven’t had the chance in over 12 years to be me (jumped from bf to bf).
I was really hoping though tha the new guy woukd have been a good fit, he seemed genuine. I guess though with how needy and fragile I am there is that probability of it bejng more harm than good. I am really just so afraid of never finding anyone who loves me and respects me and that I’ll be alone forever..
On the note of a medical career. I am currently studying Nursing but wasnt sure if I should swap into proper medicine or not.
Thank you again for your response. Youre right that in that last part you said as well, I suppose I really should focus on bettering me.